Anyway, yes, the Catherine thing blew up. Long story short, she and I decided to try again, she told me she never should have dumped me. She said she was sorry, and she realised I was the only man to treat her right. I asked her to marry me. She agreed.

I really did love her. I wanted to help her. She just couldn't grow up. She's a child, and I don't need anything else on my hands to clean up after.

Though, it did change at a perfect time. I saw her last christmas, and she and I had a big falling out. Haven't talked to her since. Frankly, I could give half a crap if she drove off a cliff somewhere. She really broke my heart. Anyway, I ended up hanging out with an old friend of mine, Brittany, she and I had been friends for seven years, and I'd been in love with her the entire time. I didn't realise how much I missed her until I saw her.

Most of all she impressed me a lot. She and I made love that night, then I left for california again. She cried a lot. But you know, it was really special. Then she came back up here in march. She and I just totally fell head over heels in love while she was here, and we really discovered just how perfect we are for each other.

I asked her to marry me that saturday, and I bought her this beautiful ring. I bought her the one that I was barely able to afford, but it was worth it.

Then, she went back home. But she came back out in may, and we got married. It was great. I couldn't have asked for anything better. It all just felt like it was meant to be.